The Heirloom

Rain pelted the window as the wind shook it. He pulled on some woolen socks, scraped a kitchen chair out from the table, and picked up the pocket watch. It had been handed down for six generations and had landed in his possession when his father died.

He didn’t need it. He had a watch. It was a Tissot. No Rolex, granted, but not bad for an accountant. He’d thought of getting cash for the heirloom at a pawnshop, but then had thought better. He examined the pocket watch, turning it over, and thought of family members who had owned it before him. Most of them had kept it hidden away in a drawer, as far as he knew. His family wasn’t one for following each other’s dreams; only their own. Besides, he chuckled to himself, who would want to be an accountant? But it held interest for him, and interest was good in oh so many ways.

He ran his thumb over the words in pretty script at the bottom of the watch: World’s Fair Chicago 1893. What the Great Chicago Fire didn’t accomplish, the World’s Fair was designed to finish. What a morose thought! Still. Was a sullen truth worse than a happy lie? He knew he wasn’t alone in thinking that despite the story of Mrs. O’Leary’s cow, it wasn’t likely that a kicked-over lantern would have burned down over three miles of a city. Poor Mrs. O’Leary: living out her life in relative reclusion what with the notoriety of the story! But, he thought, a fire can destroy as surely without a conclusive origin as with one. And destruction is useful for someone who wants to build back better. Yes, what the Chicago fire didn’t do, a World’s Fair might. He scolded himself for thinking it. It was a nice-looking watch, after all.

He pulled an old book from his bookshelf and paged through it, not for the first time. His eyes drifted to the part about the Midway Plaisance, but despite it’s name, he didn’t feel pleased. Those at the very top of the Fair’s planning, the ones with the money, said they were celebrating the past, while in reality planning a future the unsuspecting attendees wouldn’t have believed. Albert Pike and his green ink would have approved. But he felt no attraction to the glorious accounts of the spectacle. He was not impressed, and he knew why. Over the years he had read more than he wished he had read. It had changed his initial curiosity to distaste. Oh yes. He knew why he felt no attraction. He didn’t worship their god.

He rose and went to the window. The rain had stopped and even the little droplets from the storm had found their home at the bottom of the outside sill. The Fair that changed America. Give them bread and circuses! People still wanted a progressive utopia with all of its moving parts, and those who had planned it all long ago would have been pleased to hear of it. He appreciated one thing – a very big thing: Nikola Tesla’s alternating current. History claimed Tesla’s lights illuminated the Fair as the first rays of Arcturus began to show themselves. He added Arcturus to the short list. He could appreciate a very old star such as that. Stars, after all, were time keepers, too. And light in the darkness was grand whether through electricity or nature or Spirit. Yes, there was always something to appreciate among the detritus of history.

He felt the weight of the pocket watch in his hand. And time. He could appreciate – even value – time. He stared into space. Light broke darkness with time. He needed time. The whole world needed time. Precious, precious time. He started over to his desk drawer to stow the heirloom as generations before him had done, then paused, and slipped the watch into his pocket instead.

Images: rain-all-wallpapers.net_.jpg; Pinterest; Sources: https://rumble.com/v30w6by-juan-o-savin-the-trees-whose-roots-run-deep-mari-crouley-7-18-2023.html; 1933 Century of Progress Chicago World’s Fair Brass Souvenir Century Art Works Change Dish Tray – Buckingham Fountain Gold Plated; Chicago History Museum; article by Leslie Maryann Neal | Edited By John Kuroski Published June 4, 2014 Updated April 17, 2019

Ask And Keep Asking Why

And here I was all ready to write a story for you. I’d even done research on the Chicago World’s Fair in case I needed it. It will wait (again) for another day.

You see, today someone sent me a Facebook post written by a well-meaning soul who works in sex trafficking. Good for you, I thought. In a former career I worked with people injured in a similar way as well, so I am acquainted with some of the protocols, pitfalls, and perplexities. The person’s efforts are important, and she gave good suggestions for helping people. And then.

Then she proceeded to attack a film some of whose actors and workers have been physically threatened. Because they made a film. She made accusations about the person who it was partially about.

I wonder if she’s seen the film? I wonder if she actually investigated the claims she was making or simply repeating them from someone in her preferred politically-leaning media? I wonder if she actually believes her way is the only way to help in this terrible issue? It would be a pretty myopic approach if those were the case, wouldn’t it? I’m tired of either/or perspectives. When you’re in a war, you don’t complain about your fellow soldier’s preferred weaponry. You yell, “Go! Go!”, and you go, too.

At least one husband and wife put their household security on the line to support his efforts to rescue some children. Others have put their actual lives on the line in this work. The extent of worldwide sex trafficking is astounding and cannot be ignored. Yet those from the movie industry didn’t want to touch it. The movie studio who agreed to obtain it, then another well-known studio (who acquired it from them) did what they could to suppress the film from being shown.

And we must wonder why. Why would anyone tell someone not to see a well-done decent film? Why are highly visible, “important” people anti-everything to do with stamping out sex trafficking (including a border wall)? Why is the Hollywood film industry rife with whispered stories that are never told? Why do some people quickly accept a narrative simply because it fits their politics? (I’ve asked myself this before, and regretfully conclude we have many people who are so steeped in a Marxist way of thinking, that thinking for themselves is something they no longer do.) WHY does someone whose work is to rescue discourage rescue work?

Jesus prayed for unity. It was nearly His last prayer. Why did He think unity was important enough to pray for it during His last days? It’s not easy – unity. We come from differing backgrounds and, as we are painfully aware, different political beliefs. I hope, though, that the one belief most share – the belief that God’s children are not for sale and that those who make a revolting amount of money from trafficking them not only for sex, but also (it must be said) for organ harvesting, snuff films, and satanic ritual abuse must pay a price determined by God, Himself – might unify us. Instead of repeating words of those who, frankly, I find highly suspect for their efforts to silence the movie’s message, why don’t you simply go see it for yourself and make up your own mind?

 

https://youtu.be/hyyyKcfJRGQ

https://www.washingtonexaminer.com/news/tim-ballard-sound-of-freedom-85-000-children-border; US Airforce Academy lecture – https://www.youtube.com/live/a2sjLwGXAz4?feature=share; Daily Signal interview – https://youtu.be/Yge8O1qaXDI; John 17 – Jesus’ prayer for unity of believers; Luke 17:2; youtube Sound of Freedom Official Trailer https://youtu.be/hyyyKcfJRGQ; be aware of NCMEC and ICMEC and other data-base services that are fronts for harm, not good – https://rumble.com/v309ysk-greg-reese-of-reese-report-why-is-angel-studios-promoting-clinton-and-podes.html

Relearning Something Old

There is so much information churning around in our brains, that we ought to be able to recite everything from birthdates to engagement stories and fairytales to speeches. And yet, we forget.

But there are things, very important things, that we MUST recall because failing to do so could mean the loss of, well, for instance, life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

On this Independence Day, I invite you to pull out your old history book and remember. And if, like many of us, you’re unable to recall important things having to do with our nation’s foundation, I implore you to relearn them. Truth will set us free.

The change from what was common, you see, is that power resides with the people of the United States, not the king or anyone else. The Constitution, itself, speaks of unalienable rights – rights that cannot be taken away nor given up. The Preamble gives us the reminder that governmental representatives are the peoples’ servants, not their masters. Its very first words tell us as much:

We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America.

Just to review: establish justice means nothing more and nothing less than just decisions based on facts rather than personal preferences; domestic tranquility is, in a phrase, peace in your home and neighborhood and streets of our nation; a common defense is providing protection on and outside our nation’s borders; general welfare doesn’t mean a blank check or socialism, but rather giving room for its citizens’ well-being; the blessings of liberty is freedom, and freedom not only for ourselves, but for our posterity – for future generations.

This 4th of July, let’s remember that we are independent and that we have a Constitution to back that up.

When I was – oh, I don’t know – maybe in 5th or 6th grade, I decided the words of a particular song were so meaningful that I would memorize them. I can still see myself upstairs in the hallway of the parsonage we lived in, going over each verse until it was in my mind to stay. One verse comes especially to mind this year:

Oh beautiful for heroes proved in liberating strife; Who, more than self, their country loved, and mercy more than life! America! America! May God thy gold refine ’til all success be nobleness, and every gain divine.

Sing it with me now: America! America! God shed His grace on thee; and crown thy good with brotherhood from sea to shining sea!

Resources: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yx5d3haRG7M ; constitutioncenter.org; Khan Academy; America the Beautiful words by Katharine Lee Bates in 1895 and music by Samuel A. Ward in 1910.

Car Wheels, Rams, and Crummy Choices

I recently was faced with the dilemma of a bent car wheel. I am embarrassed to admit I kept saying, “I don’t know what to do” over and over like a mantra – to complete strangers! But after a couple of dead ends, now I know what to do. Free will – the power to decide things for ourselves – is one of God’s best gifts, even when we’d rather give it to someone else for a moment.

Yes, sometimes a lot of choices at once can be overwhelming. But most people agree that by not choosing something, we choose something else whether we acknowledge it or not. And I’ll grant you that sometimes we just have an illusion of choice. Mainstream news reports, for instance, all restrict certain issues or viewpoints, and many of them are owned by the same person or company anyway. So, no, an illusion doesn’t actually give us much of a choice. Another choice, of course, would be to not watch any of those news sources.

Unfortunately, we too often believe having a choice means we can choose between a good or bad, positive or negative, or helpful or unhelpful choice. You know as well as I, that is not always the case. Try telling the truth these days to someone you’d like to think is your friend. I didn’t have a choice isn’t really a true statement, though.

Sometimes we are presented with two bad – perhaps downright awful – choices, in fact. Yet, that doesn’t negate the choice. I’m thinking just now of the Biblical account of the choice Abraham was presented in whether to obey God and sacrifice his son, Isaac, to Him, or whether to give in to Satan’s temptations to reject the instructions due to the terrible difficulty of it. The Apocrypha shows us that Isaac was faced with the choice, too. And, as they both tell us, Abraham was blameless, even in this. So was Isaac. So was God, by the way, as you know in recalling the ram in the thicket sent there for another, last minute choice.

I wonder if Abraham Lincoln was named after the Abraham of the Bible? He face some pretty tough choices, himself. And he didn’t run from them. He made them.

Life doesn’t let us escape from choices; and those choices? They reveal something about us to others and to ourselves. And to God. So as we deliberate, let’s encourage each other to choose as well as we’re able even when faced with two hard choices. Liberty or death, for instance.

Account of Abraham: Genesis 22, Jasher 23; Image:pexels-johannes-havn-3218340.jpg; Patrick Henry Quote: “Give me liberty or give me death.”

To Tell The Truth

To Tell The Truth, a game show during the ’50’s, ’60’s and ’70’s, entertained the audience with guessing which of three people was who he or she claimed to be. I’ve read that they sometimes picked their imposters for the show from bus stops. That would be interesting.

“Hey, honey! I’m supposed to pretend to be a famous opera singer next week!”

“Very funny. The only one inspired by your singing is the silverfish in the shower.”

“No! Really!”

“Must’ve been a hard day. You’ll feel better after supper. Sit. Eat. Your mother called.”

A panel of celebrities (okay, so most of them were the kind of celebrities many people didn’t know much about – actually kind of refreshing from the celebrity culture bombarding the long-suffering public today) judged whether strangers were lying or telling the truth about who they were.

Are you thinking what I’m thinking? The number of people running around claiming to be someone they are not has grown exponentially since then. How are we supposed to judge whether the person selected as transportation secretary actually knows diddly squat about airplanes, for instance? Or, speaking of air travel, whether Sam Brinton found a cute pair of shoes to go with the women’s clothes he stole at multiple airports? And why, as long as we’re on the subject of filling the post of an officer within an office within an office, a nation with trillions of dollars of debt actually needs a 1.deputy 2.assistant 3.secretary of 1.spent fuel and waste 2.disposition in the office of nuclear energy? Too many secretary positions and too much waste, if you ask me. And don’t get me started on the imposter(s) pretending to run the nation. But, hey, I’m just the audience. So are you.

I’ll tell you one thing. The day the audience rises en masse and asks “Will the real (fill in the blank) please stand up?” is fast approaching. It will be followed by the clamor of “The emperor has no clothes!” And it cannot come fast enough.

Reference# from: The Emperor’s New Clothes by Hans Christian Anderson, 1837

The Veil

There is a veil of delicate thread, translucent, yet opaque,

Through which we all must walk one day alone, but not alone;

Friends and family on one side, and those awaiting make

Departing in a quiet hour a blessed going home.

 

Each soul travels in this life of work and prayer and thought

A road. We journey through the days and take what we are giv’n

By One Whose glorious life shone forth and One Whose death has bought

A clearer veil, a sweeter road, the truer rest in heav’n.

Reflections upon the homegoing of a much beloved Uncle John; Image: zac-durant-_6HzPU9Hyfg-unsplash.jpg

But Then . . .

He wondered if he might faint. How embarrassing. He wasn’t that type of person. He had always considered himself strong and unruffled by commotion or threats. But now? Sweat dripped down the side of his face, his breathing accelerated and grew heavy, and his heartbeat had kicked into high gear.

Times being what they were, who could blame him? He’d lived his whole life in one place. While it was an area accustomed to polytheism and where killing babies wasn’t unheard of, at least it was familiar. But then a guy most knew or knew of had gathered them and suggested something they’d forgotten about: freedom. Threats and weirdness commenced, and suffering increased until it didn’t even seem unusual for young men to  die in the middle of the night.

And now an attack of greater proportions than any of them had dared to think about was upon them. Why oh why had they thought things could be different?! Why had they stepped out of the normal, the usual, and the expected only to die years before they’d anticipated? They’d already been through enough, but it was about to get much worse! What had they been thinking?

He looked behind him and saw the looming cloud of the enemy thundering toward them. He felt weak. Regretful. Beaten. But then . . .

Then another kind of sound caught his attention. Louder and louder it grew has he turned from looking behind him and with amazement watched the sight in front of him! With a shout, their leader called them forth. His breath steadied as his heartbeat strengthened. And the sea parted as they walked through on dry ground.

Story prompt from Exodus 14; image: pexels-ethan-jones-3222421.jpg

The Staff of Life

Is there anything better than homemade bread fresh from the oven spread with real butter melting on contact? Here’s a hint. No.

I volunteered to bring the bread to our extended family’s Resurrection Day feast following church services a few days from now. I decided to practice this time. One time I depended on the recipe of an old friend that left out the amount of flour. How off could I guess? Enough is as good a word as any. Those were some heavy rolls. Good times.

I pulled a cookbook from my shelves in which the authors breathlessly extol the virtues of artisan bread. They had me at “bread is better than cake”. I began by making the master recipe which is then used to make artisan bread in 5 minutes a day. It’s not really 5 minutes. You grab as much dough as you want to use from the master recipe, shape it, and let it rise before you bake it at 450. It was delicious!

The next day, since I didn’t see a recipe in the book for plain ol’ rolls, I guessed (old habits die hard). The rolls were also very good. I might just have a winner!

This is a time of year when the importance of bread is front and center. We recall it during Communion, what is often called The Last Supper, which was actually a Passover meal. Jesus had celebrated that meal all of his life, and it was during that meal that Jesus took the unleavened bread, thanked God for it, broke it, and shared it. He said, “This is my body given for you; do this in remembrance of me.” It was a pretty extreme statement, I’ll grant you; but Jesus was making a connection for them. And us. The bread eaten was originally to help recall the Israelites’ hurried escape from captivity. I can think of a few things I’d like to escape from just now. I bet you can, too. But that last meal showed that what was going to happen was bigger even than that. Much bigger. Much, much, much.

Another time Jesus said, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never go hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.” Imagine never being hungry or thirsty. Never! He is spirit food. No, I’m not speaking of cannibalism. Satanists do that – probably some folks you’d recognize on TV, for instance. No, I’m speaking of Jesus voluntarily laying down His life as a sacrifice in order to redeem us from hell and the sin that leads us there. Do we understand how precious that was? Really?

Bread. It’s life-giving in oh so many ways; not just physically. And it’s available world-wide! But it’s important to use the master recipe in order to get the result you’re hoping for. You cover it and put it in a dark place where it rises, and the result is amazing.

Here’s a hint. It’s not really about bread. It’s about Jesus.

Healthy Bread in Five Minutes a Day by Jeff Hertzberg, MD, and Zoe Francois, Thomas Dunne Books of St. Martin’s Press, c 2009; Scripture: Luke 22:19; John 6:35

Spring Sleet (conclusion)

I got back to the library with a only a few hours left of my shift. Polly was distraught and actually hugged me when I walked through the door.

“I thought I’d never see you again! Are you okay? Tell me everything!”

I did, and by the time I finished, the work day was, too. Polly had gradually calmed down and hesitantly agreed her imagination might have run a bit too far. I scolded her. That was what she got for haunting the stacks that held mystery fiction. Perhaps she should stick to non-fiction like the rest of us with both feet planted solidly on the ground.

Polly had evening plans, so I told her I’d lock up. I went to the desk for the key and noticed some returned books stacked to the side. I might as well get a head start on tomorrow’s work and put them away.

I replaced a Jan Karon book and a worn Daniel Defoe. I glanced down at the last two books in my hand . . . How to Build a Compost and Autolysis. My heart skipped a beat. Nobody reads that fast. When had Stuart Demone even returned them? I hurried to the back stacks to put them away. Locking up quickly suddenly seemed like a good idea.

As I scanned the shelves, I felt slightly faint. What was this? A Complete History of the Alaskan Pyramids and Heaven’s Water by none other than Stuart Demone. I pulled them both from the shelf, backed into a chair where I sat and began to read. A Complete History of the Alaskan Pyramids discussed some of what Mr. Demone had described at Ground Zero. It was intriguing to say the least. Even Polly would have a hard time believing what I read. Time passed too quickly, so I decided to take both books home with me. I didn’t check them out.

Once I’d had a light supper, I settled into my most comfortable chair and picked up Heaven’s Water. It was amazing! The book spoke of bright water whose color was a sort of azure and turquoise with glints of pink and green. The author said it was impossible to describe in this world. I rubbed both hands over my scrunched face. What? He went on to say that it bubbled and rippled; that one could sink underneath the surface and still breathe; and that its delightful sensations tingled and refreshed, healed and energized.

I read until the moon was high in the sky and continued until the sun peeked over the horizon. It felt like an hour.

I couldn’t get enough. Too soon I reached the last page. Inscribed in the author’s own hand was a note. To me! I shakily pulled it out and read:

Life is not as average as it appears. Around every corner is something unseen, in every person is a hidden treasure yet to be revealed, and time holds more promise than anyone understands. Yet there is given to those of us who have stepped from this world to the next an opportunity to share what we are learning here: history hidden from most, science yet undiscovered, and beauty indescribable and unattainable to the most gifted artist. So when you see something out of order – for instance, winter’s sleet in the spring – it is then that a few of us are instructed to step back over the portal and share some of the work we enjoy in heaven’s realms with those still bound to the misunderstandings of earth. You are not unglamorous! You are treasured.

-S.D.

P.S. Great boots!

I called in sick to work. I needed time to think. I wandered to the window  – maybe I would take a walk. The spring day was as beautiful as I’d ever seen. I pulled on my new boots and stepped out the door.

. . . and then it began to sleet.

Water idea from Intra Muros, c. 1898, by Rebecca Ruter Springer, David C. Cook Publishing Co.

Spring Sleet (cont. 2)

A puzzled frown flitted across Stuart Demone’s face. “What?”

“What?” I congratulated myself on the dodgy comeback and busied myself with putting my boot back on. When I looked back again, he’d gone to place his order. It seemed perfect timing to make my exit. But one look outside at sleet still falling changed my plan. It was an uncomfortable situation, but I chose boots over comfort. I was determined to save them. Plus, it had grown plenty chill and I was without a warm coat, considering it had been a lovely day when I left for work. Perhaps I could find a table out of his sight until the weather cleared.

I ordered a turtle latte and a cinnamon scone. I might as well have something enjoyable to come to my aide during this awkward situation. Consoling myself with the thought that maybe I wouldn’t have to stay out of his sight if Stuart Demone left once he had his coffee, I perused the menu on the back wall. The server was quick, and presented me with my order in a few minutes.

To my dismay, Ground Zero had grown quite popular just now and, as my eyes roamed for a place to sit, they landed on the one empty chair in the entire room. Stuart Demone motioned for me to sit across from him. I stifled a sigh and tried for a friendly smile instead. As I made my way over, I wondered who he had killed, where he had hidden the body, and how long it would take for autolysis. (It appeared Polly was more of an influence on me than I’d realized. After all, maybe he had a dead pet fish he was wondering about rather than flushing it down the toilet.)

To my chagrin, Mr. Demone wasted no time.

“Funny,” he said, “I thought you said autolysis when you saw me.”

“I . . .” I searched my brain for something that rhymed with it so I could claim he’d misunderstood me and could only come up with ‘paralysis’. No help.

“Actually, I am doing a little research in the area.”

I nearly choked on my scone.

“It’s quite interesting, really.”

He suddenly sounded like a professor.

“Is it?”

“Why yes!”

His speech quickened, but I have to admit, I didn’t miss a thing.

By the time he had taken me on a journey of the Egyptian pyramids clear over to the ones in Alaska (Alaska??), described estivation (it’s hibernation for worms – I know, right? Clearly he didn’t need a book about worms and my original excuse for following him would’ve fallen flat.) and delved into some history I’d never read, much less heard of or thought of, I was done with my latte and on my second scone.

Stuart Demone suddenly looked at his watch.

“Why look at the time! I must pick up my car. It needed new tires.”

Looking across the table at Mr. Demone, I thought to myself I’d never met a more curious person in my life.

to be continued . . .

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