Will I be a doorkeeper in the house of the Lord in heaven? That’s one of those wait and see questions. I do know that these days I am a doorkeeper in the – uh – Lord’s house.

Though scripture teaches us to test our own work, not our neighbor’s [1], humility can be nurtured by observing ourselves next to those better than we are. So in this blog series we will pause to look at someone who outpaces us in their efforts to work with what God has given them. As we think about being a doorkeeper, it’s a good exercise for us to understand that such an assignment – door keeping – might very well, indeed, be our just dessert. Anything beyond it is icing.

If I’m stuck at the door, I’d rather do a decent job of it than fall flat on my face. Hence, you are now reading Doorkeeper 101. Welcome to the class that was the last choice of every student taking it. One motto among many we will use here is Dignify and glorify common labor. It is at the bottom of life that we must begin, not at the top.[2] The quiet sound you hear is me sighing. I know I’m not the only one. We might as well get started.

Welcome to the class that was the last choice of every student taking it.

I homeschooled my kids during some of their elementary school years and on Wednesdays we fit piano lessons with my mother, who was a piano teacher, into the schedule. It was a required subject. I called it lunch and lessons with Grandma because my parents would always want to go out to eat before or after piano lessons. One day I got a call to meet them at a place called the Blue Fox. I knew of it since it was only a few miles from our house. Now you have to know something about my parents. They liked hole-in-the-wall cafes. If there was one on the road they traveled, they would find it, and not only find it, but make friends with the people who frequented it. They were culinary explorers, but not the kind who could describe the nuances of certain dishes. Rather, they tended to find places someone else wouldn’t have glanced at twice. I suggested to them that the Blue Fox wasn’t what they thought it was. They ignored me.

Like many parents, I worked very hard to raise my children to steer clear of what held potential for harm and to stay on the straight path. That included letting them know that I had seen more bad than good come from alcoholic beverages. I was raised in a dry family and was raising my family the same way. You can probably see where I’m going with this. Yes, the Blue Fox was a bar.

To be fair, it was a bar and grill, but in my assessment it was more bar than grill, and since I didn’t even take my kids to Chili’s in the interest of steering them in the right direction, it’s unlikely – make that highly unlikely – make that nigh unto impossible – I would ever take them to the Blue Fox. But here we were: my parents finding a new restaurant with an entertaining name, and me honoring my parents and biting my tongue. We walked in and were greeted by one of the most agreeable fellows I have ever met. He did everything to make sure we were comfortable. Well, aside from the very high stools. I must admit I was impressed that my mother made it up on hers and hoped very hard she’d be able to get down without falling when the time came. It took until after we had ordered for my mother to admit what type of establishment we were dining at. After a good laugh, she remarked, and we had to agree, that the church should be as friendly.

The host at the Blue Fox was on the mark. Whatever his first impression of us, he made us feel like he wanted us to come back and see him every day. We almost began to believe their burgers were the best and their menu was second to none. And if our host didn’t believe it, he had some great acting skills.

A doorkeeper doesn’t pick and choose who to welcome. What if the person who walks up to the door doesn’t look like the other folks who walk through that door every day? What if the person gives off some unpleasant odor? Has dirty fingernails or, conversely, looks like they get a weekly mani-pedi? What if the person seems snobbish or overdressed compared with everyone else? What if they speak a different language? What if they are loud and bawdy? What if they seem very much like someone who brought distress in the doorkeeper’s past? What if they are every kind of unlikeable? What if their home is under a bridge? What if they are famous? Or rich? Or both? What if they take a long time to come through the door? Fortunately, it’s not the doorkeeper’s job to figure everything out. It is the doorkeeper’s job to simply open the door.

to be continued . . .

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[1] Galations 4:6

[2] Quote: Booker T. Washington

Class Motto: Dignify and glorify common labor. It is at the bottom of life that we must begin, not at the top.; Image: Pexels.com

Sometimes I think we go through phrases like a flavor of the month. It’s popular now to tell people “Just be you”, “You do you” or whatever is trendy for the time being. Those phrases are used to reassure people that they don’t need to be like someone else. They’re their own person. I agree, but perhaps the reason we all compare ourselves with others from time to time is that it’s one way of seeing ourselves more clearly.

Often we don’t take a sharp picture, though. We skew it in favor or against ourselves; hence, the trendy phrases. But the better part of us yearns for a sharper focus.

And yet, measuring ourselves next to our contemporaries has the potential of blurring things more than clarifying them. A real comparison can’t be made simply by contrasting ourselves with those around us because we might be living in a time when there are a lot of bad folks making it easy for us to look pretty good. It makes more sense and will encourage us to step up our game to consider people throughout history, and only then take a look to see how we stack up. In our efforts at clarity, we do well to examine the lives of people better than we, ourselves, are. As we look at those people, we can acknowledge they had their weaknesses, their sins, their times of veering off track. We also must acknowledge that they learned from those times. Pointing at someone who seems worse does us no good and shows weak character we’d do well to curb, besides. Ready to take a peek? I’m warning you, it’s not pretty. These days nearly all of us look pretty pitiful and surprisingly inadequate.

When we evaluate what possible kind of reward we will be given, I don’t know about you, but I feel like the only place I should be is at the back of the line. We get to determine how we live our own lives. Do we live in such a way that someone years from now will look at our lives and be impressed or simply unmoved?

If any of us has a choice between having the lowliest job in heaven or “dwelling in the tents of the wicked”, I know which one I choose.

The thing is, I never wanted to be that person. You want someone to do all the things required to keep something running like a well-oiled machine? You need someone to run errands for someone else? Be part of the cookie brigade? Do janitorial work? Sit quietly with someone? Excuse me while I find their phone number for you.

Yet these days that’s exactly where I find myself. I pick up coffee and a breakfast sandwich for someone who can’t do it herself. I shovel a walk. I clean. I sit for four hours every week while college kids come in to the church for quiet study space and free coffee and snacks. I bake. I talk to strangers. To my dismay, I find that I am a doorkeeper.

Sources: Rev. 22:12; see also I Corinthians 3:13-15, I Cor. 4:5, II Cor. 5:9-10; Images: Pexels.com

I don’t know if you were paying close attention to some of the news when talk began about blood moons, the sign of the woman and the dragon in stars, the 70th anniversary of the reestablishment of Israel, and those kind of things. I was. I eat that stuff up. Sure, “no man knows the day nor the hour”, but we can watch for signs of Jesus’ second coming, and I do.

We’re all supposed to be living the kind of life that is ready for Jesus’ return any time, but – I don’t know – and maybe it says something terrible about me, but living like you have years ahead of you and living like tomorrow won’t be there are two different things. If you have no tomorrow, you make a will today and you preach to everyone who will listen. If you have years ahead of you, you might put the will off (I’m not saying you should. I’m saying you might.) and take a gentler approach to the man on the street.

Of course, the more signs appear, the more imminent everything seems, or maybe I should say is. But an end is coming sometime, and as it does, the more I just want to be there. I don’t care if I have a mansion or a little one room cabin. In fact, I’d rather be a doorkeeper than not there!

As Christians sometimes we get pretty comfortable in the thought that Jesus has saved us from the just result of our sins.[1] Yes, He is our righteousness. Yes, He is our home. However, his sacrifice doesn’t add to our own good works or lack of them when we wait to see what reward we’re given. As much as our current culture twists the thought of judging in all sorts of directions to reach a distorted goal, the Bible tells us we, who have accepted Christ as our Savior, will still be judged, not to decide our eternal destiny, but to examine our lives in order to determine gradation of reward. Is that news to you? We don’t talk about that much anymore because we’re concerned people will think what they do, their works, will get them into heaven. They don’t. Jesus does. But seriously, you can’t believe that God doesn’t care a whit about what we’ve done with our time here on earth. He cares very much.[2] God’s mercy doesn’t erase our responsibility.

That responsibility is a gift. Even if you cannot identify what we often call a “gift” in yourself, you must understand that gifts come in the form of both talents and opportunities. Someone might have a talent you don’t have. You might have an opportunity they don’t have. And when those gifts, in whatever form they take, whether talent or opportunity or something else altogether, are in our lives, they present to us the excitement of challenge, the learning that comes from failure, and the satisfaction of success. They open doors to working with people and getting to know them in new ways. They stretch us and help us to grow. They encourage us to become better, maybe even a little more like Jesus. Oh yes. “Works” has become a four-letter word these days, but understood rightly, it is actually a five-letter word. That word is bless. (Where’s a smiley face emoticon when you need one?) Understood rightly, works shouldn’t be a burden. They should be a blessing. So let’s look a little closer. If you find yourself forgetting about the main thing – God’s love – just recall that His love covers not only a multitude of sins, but your inadequacy, as well.

There will be no selfie sticks at the judgment seat of God. No one will be able to change the lighting or background. Photoshop will be prohibited. There will be no edits or revisions. There will be no fudging the facts or little white lies or . . . statistics. Excuses – all of them – will be thrown in a receptacle where they dissolve on contact. We will be alarmed to note the clothes we were so proud of now look like rags. We won’t have that impressive resume nor any title any longer. Our victim status will be revoked. Everything we were so proud of will seem very small. In fact, all externals will be stripped away, leaving only the real person. When we’re standing in that multitude not so long from now, how will we measure up?

to be continued . . .

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[1] Jesus stands ready to stand with us before the judgment seat of God. He’s the one whose blood covers our sins. Acts 2:38; Titus 3:5-6

[2] Behold, I am coming soon! My reward is with me, and I will give to everyone according to what he has done.

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When my family travels, we usually stop at the kind of hotels  that don’t have a doorman. We don’t pull up and get out of our shiny black Aston Martin while the valet parks our car. We’re not offered an umbrella if it’s raining nor do we get a nod from someone in a uniform who holds the door for us. No, we just walk in, walk up to the desk, give the clerk our credit card, get the room keys, and walk away. No fancy service for us! You might say we’re do-it-yourself-ers when it comes to travel.

For people who, on their honeymoon, stopped at the grocery store for meal supplies, this makes perfect sense. We started out traveling on the cheap and haven’t really changed that part of our identity in thirty years of marriage. Part of me wonders what it would be like to travel differently, though; to jet somewhere and eat fancy food while I’m up in the air; to have a well-used passport; and to stay at the kind of hotels that have someone at the door.

Someone at the door. We don’t know their name, and embarrassingly enough, we probably don’t care that we don’t know. They’re at their station to provide a service. They are the invisible presence that helps, directs, assures, and serves. They wear a uniform and maybe a cap.

You know the scripture that says I’d rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked? (Psalm 84:10) I’ve noticed that we sing songs using the first part of that verse: Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere; but no one sings the second part of the verse, and I don’t think it’s because we can’t think of a catchy tune for it. We hear catchy tunes for cat food, right? Don’t tell me a jingle with the singular lyric “meow” isn’t at this minute playing in your head!

No, I think it’s because we’d all rather be at the party inside than standing at the door opening and closing it, picking up luggage, or giving directions to the nearest drugstore. We want to be where the action is. We want to be part of the action. In fact, if we’re truthful, we’d like to have a little bit of the action be about us, or, at the very least, be more important than the doorkeeper.

When we think of being a servant of sorts, we’d like to have a photo of us wearing some shade of khaki floating around social media showing the lengths we go to serve and how much we’re willing to sacrifice. Maybe we’d like to be formally dressed – with or without sequins – on a stage telling the world what Jesus means to us. In that picture, there’s a tear in the eye of an audience member touched by our song or testimony. Or perhaps we’re more part of the grunge crowd and when we’re present, the room doesn’t need air conditioning because we’re just that cool. Maybe we’re with a service group wearing matching tee shirts that identify us as doing something good. And we are! All of these scenarios are good. In fact, very good. But just outside by the door . . .

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